im dreaming the wildest.
all beyond their stupid lies.
and beyond any hope.
i can't take it anymore, dear GOD.
i wanna break free.
FREE from reality.*

10:11 PM; I spoke again Y

well,hello.

the teacher's day performance ysterday was hell fun.
way to go rosniah. nice voice.
but i still think raqib's voice is the best. superb nice.
I LOVE YOU RAQIB! I WANt AN ENCORE!
he's sucha pity. its okay. rock on, dude.
stupid borla.
" this performance is not appropriate for my teachers."
wht craps. everyone like it, asshole.
even some of the teachers did.

ouh yahh.
thurs i didnt go skool.
along wif dear elis and chendol.
cos of our laziness.
blablabla.
wedecided to meet baqir and faisal.
hohho.
hell loads i miss them.

2:57 AM; I spoke again Y

okay.

had my geog test today.
which to me it doesnt seem tht important.

and and hafiz called me YOYO.
cos jst now i slept at class,den all my alio basi like dripping uhh.
haha.dont find me disgusting lahh.conferm you ppl experience tht before when you're so tired and you're dead beat so you sleep.so tht's when you end up getting a pool of water.haha. okay. whtever.

inter-class netball.
my class and 2n2 combined.haha.cool.
cos my class only has 3 girls. which makes it special. haha.
and we got 2nd place.uurghh.2e1 is so super strong.

idiot+guy=sand

to this bitch:
i hate you. yes, seriously i do.
and pls stop calling me minah.im not part of them. i guess you're the one, LEBAH SARANG.
you once say tht im desperate over your bf.
goshh. pls,dear. he's not even hot for me to jst go GA-GA over him.
get over yourself.
you're too childish. realised tht.
and lastly, dont put words up in my mouth, crapizoid!



"SUAK"((:

5:00 AM; I spoke again Y

well,hello.
sucha tiring day today.
lit test,inter-class basketball games and netball training.
how much pain this work causes my cramp leg and my backbone.

elis dear saw sand and his newly gf.
see dear,you're wrong.
he's neither interested in me not even yet a tiny bitsy liking me still.
and so so for me too. it applies everything to me too.

today,elis has been very supportive..
i love you.
and i scored one goal during my interclass games. uhh wee~ jst tyco one lahh.
and i like to do stuff which the volleyball boys do for their training. the one wif throwing balls into the air,and then jump to get the ball and bounce it real hard to the ground and blablabla. you noe wht im talking abt rite,azizah dear.

to that particular someone,guess wht. im not stupid enuf to take tht dude bck.


"jst wait. conferm kau maseh ade itu sket feeling pe for him. guys are owaes like tht. they dont know wht to choose and they dont think accurately. they 're like all mixed up all over. jst wait for your time to come. jst remember der's owaes the opposites in life."
-elis

5:33 AM; I spoke again Y

well.
wht can i expect.
idiot+guy=sand.
lets make this clear.
i dont get upset over you.
i jst find it funny.
you gave me reasons.which ends up jst empty words.
look whu's talking now?
reasons with no meanings.
haha.
behold the wilderness from 'full-of-craps' sand mouth.
haha.im jst talking shits.
jst like you.

5:38 AM; I spoke again Y

haven been updating for like so long .
unexpected cool things happen .

he asked me patch .
2n5 won inter class floorball competition .
and i was the top scorer .
i finally get to hang out wif him after deacades .
another HE try to look at me at the canteen .
and BLODDY HELL MY CLASS CHALET WAS SHITLESSLY CANCELLED .
FRUS !

3:37 AM; I spoke again Y

im so getting sick of staying in this pathetic hse .
fed-up wif my dad . getting more and more ridiculous . like he's being so lame .
and mom . being so bias all the time .
my ridiculous dad's getting so stucked up abt my whole class chalet thingy .
like mereps uhh . acting like so stupidity blurry kind of pathethic one-kind attitude .

life's really fcuking sucking hell lots .

6:54 AM; I spoke again Y